Dragon Age Rec

17 Sep 2017 10:56 pm
tassosss: Cullen (Cullen)
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Exit Light (77427 words) by Dragonflies_and_Katydids
Chapters: 22/22
Fandom: Dragon Age - All Media Types, Dragon Age: Inquisition
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
Relationships: Iron Bull/Cullen Rutherford, Dorian Pavus/Cullen Rutherford, Iron Bull/Dorian Pavus/Cullen Rutherford, Iron Bull/Dorian Pavus
Characters: Cullen Rutherford, Iron Bull, Dorian Pavus, Cassandra Pentaghast, Cremisius "Krem" Aclassi, various OCs, Cole (Dragon Age)
Additional Tags: Angst, Addiction, Depression, Suicidal Thoughts, D/s, Threesome - M/M/M, Dominance & Submission, Mildly Dubious Consent, Suicide Attempt, POV Cullen Rutherford, Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism, Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD
Series: Part 1 of Dawn
Summary: Cullen struggles with his lyrium addiction. Some days are better than others. Or (if you prefer a silly summary for a not-so-silly fic): In which Cullen is suicidally depressed, Dorian is a high-functioning alcoholic, and Bull just wants them both to be happy, except when he wants to crack their heads together for being emotionally stunted idiots. Spoilers galore, particularly for Cullen's, Dorian's, and Bull's personal quests.

Why I loved this: Oh man if you want a heartbreaking, yet amazingly perfect and ultimately hopeful Cullen-has-trauma-can't-deal-but-gets-there-with-Bull-and-Dorian fic this is for you. I feel like this is a story that understands depression (pay attention to the tags, this is not a fluffy fic). Cullen's head is not a nice place and the focus of the story is him and his ultimate survival through a really dark period that begins when he quits lyrium. Starting a relationship with Iron Bull is the beginning, and it enfolds Dorian, who's a mess of issues, and I just really love how this story evolved and they all get through it.

Top of the Lake

17 Sep 2017 12:00 pm
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I have been writing a post about Top of the Lake for literally like 4 years. FOUR YEARS. I keep writing drafts and never finishing them, because it all just feels so enormous and too much and I need like an entire day to get all my thoughts in order.

But, it's happening today friends. IT'S HAPPENING TODAY. SO HELP ME, THERE WILL BE A POST. It will be cobbled together from different drafts I've started over the years, but IT WILL EXIST.

So, below are my thoughts, which were written a few years ago, before I'd seen Mad Max: Fury Road, before Jessica Jones, before Wonder Woman.

Anyway, this post is still not even a fraction of the thoughts I have in my head about this show, BUT. We are doing this. THIS POST IS GETTING POSTED.

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Well, there's now not one, but two versions of Broadchurch (both starring David Tennant!) and I still haven't gotten around to the show that, to me, is the far more subversive, far more interesting, far richer and more beautiful original version of what has now become a multi-season franchise.

I haven't been able to write about Top of the Lake until now because my talents do not lie in talking about the things I find overwhelmingly amazing. I had to wait such a long time for the edges to fade, for this show to settle in my head and become digestible (this is after multiple viewings, because of course I rewatched parts of it ad nauseum) and analyzable and describable.

The non spoilery version is this: Robin (Elizabeth Moss) is a detective who comes back to her small town in New Zealand to visit with her gravely ill mother. At the same time a 12 year old girl in the town is discovered to be pregnant. Robin is called in, because of her big city specialist training, to help interview the girl - however the girl claims she remembers nothing, and Robin ends up leading the investigation into what happened. To unravel this mystery Robin will have to face old friends and enemies, the local gang, police corruption and the secrets of her own family.

If you, like me, are utterly bored by detective stories and mysteries, let me attempt another pitch: Top of the Lake is probably the greatest story I've ever seen about a heroine who is flawed and competent and human, who's allowed to unravel, whose power is never undermined even when she's as low as she's ever going to get, even when the odds are insurmountable. Robin is a heroine you root for when, like Buffy, she has nothing left but herself, her body, her wits. She's someone you root for while you recognize her blind spots, her privileges, her biases. Robin is someone who always, always comes through. Stripped down to the bone she rises, like Lazarus, unstoppable in her passion, her moral duty to do right by the marginalized, her incredible strength.

The amazing thing about Top of the Lake is that it's about a girl who loses everything, but never loses herself. It's about trauma, it's about survival, it's about revenge, it's about justice, it's about compassion and love and forgiveness, it's about asking the ugly questions about ourselves and being uncomfortable and trying as hard as you can to be the best person you can be. It's about trying to make sure no one has to suffer the way you've suffered.

And of course - Jane Campion is an amazing director, and stepping into her world for 7 episodes was like suddenly finding myself in an alternative universe where complex, challenging visual stories are told for me, as a woman. Where the male gaze is not even a distant memory.

Here's one last way of putting it: Robin and Leslie Knope (of Parks and Rec) are two extremes on the same continuum. Leslie is Robin in a light-hearted, brightly lit comedy - Robin is Leslie in a graphic, gritty detective story. Robin is the grown up version of Veronica Mars. The settings, the moods, the tropes are different but the women are the same - beacons of resilience, fortitude, open-eyed optimism, competence, who are the heroes rather than the victims of their narratives.

spoilers )

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And now an addendum written by today!me:

Top of the Lake is the spiritual mother of so many modern shows, and I'm so happy (SO SO HAPPY) that I get to place it a broader than ever tapestry of women heroes of all kinds.

I'm reading a book!

13 Sep 2017 08:40 pm
tassosss: Cullen (Cullen)
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I always get so excited when I can actually make a Wednesday book reading post. I mean, it's not that I'm not reading constantly, just that I'm not reading books constantly.

Anyway. I'm reading Blood, Sweat, and Pixels by Jason Schreier which is non-fiction about the video game industry, and just how games get made. It goes in depth into the development of ten games, each structured to highlight an aspect of the industry and what made getting that particular game to market so fucking complicated. One of them is Dragon Age Inquisition, which is why I bought it, but the whole thing has been fascinating so far. Also makes me appreciative that I'm not in the gaming industry where there seems to be zero work/life balance.

(no subject)

13 Sep 2017 10:29 am
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I know everyone is tired of hearing how busy I am, lol, but this week has been truly ridiculous. In a lot of ways it's been filled with wonderful things, as well as boring stressful things (contacting city hall, the water company, the electric company...), and in a way I'm grateful that I can survive this kind of week now, disability-wise, since I definitely couldn't have a year ago. But I'm... intensely at the end of my rope, and things are not going to calm down for like, at least another 48 hours, and IDK if I can honestly survive that long.

stuff and things )

favorite kidfic tropes - Go!

10 Sep 2017 08:20 pm
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Because I hate myself*, I'm actually contemplating a kidfic bunny right now, and I need help thinking of the tropes to organize it around. So for kids in the 8-14 age range, I've got

-getting in trouble for getting in a fight
-needing help with homework
-nightmares
-sneaking out/getting caught sneaking out
-sibling fight
-getting lost
-too big for thing but doesn't want to be too big for thing
-...

I'm blanking.

Obvs. the story is not going to be non-stop tropes, but I'm looking for ideas to get me started.

*ETA: I don't actually hate myself. I just have too many projects I'm not working on and I really shouldn't start something but I really wanna.
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Werewolf!Sheriff story #5!

Constructive Interference (8605 words) by Tassos
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Teen Wolf (TV)
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Characters: Sheriff Stilinski, Derek Hale, Stiles Stilinski, Scott McCall, Isaac Lahey, Erica Reyes, Vernon Boyd
Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Conversations, Derek needs a mentor, Father-Son Relationship, werewolf school, Werewolf Sheriff Stilinski
Series: Part 5 of Lycanthropic Optics: Werewolf!Sheriff AU
Summary:

John takes a more proactive role in Derek's life, pack - whatever. Flailing around is not going to solve his problems with Scott, and the kids need a nudge in the right direction. Featuring a new job and another adventure at werewolf school.

(no subject)

7 Sep 2017 10:28 am
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This week has been... a lot.

exhaustion )

Anyway, it's basically going to be this ridiculous hurricane until I go abroad in late September (a trip for which NO PREPARATION has been undertaken because it's still not 100% certain we're going) and I'm already... so tired.

Things that are cheering me up/ruining my life in the meantime: Kris Ripper The Scientific Method books, of which there are a billion and I've read and reread basically all of them in the last few weeks. [personal profile] were_duck dropped them in my lap right before London, and they are solely responsible for me not watching a single moment of TV or movies that I'd brought with me when I was on that trip. It was just all reading all the time in my spare time.

They are this lovely universe with a bunch of poly, kinky relationships between various dudes (and non-dudes, though those are mostly in the background) and they are just Trope Central in the best way. (THE BEST WAY.) It's not easy to make me really enjoy a relationship dynamic that has little to no internal conflict, and I'm also not a huge fan of "new to kink" stories - I prefer characters who already know quite a bit about their own kink issues.

And yet the main series, that has all of these tropes, really really worked for me. (Also, the side book that actually does have experienced characters and tons of internal conflict was FIRE.)

For a more detailed reivew that includes a plot summary and details about the characters, I highly recommend [personal profile] beta_vulgaris' post: Book review: The Scientific Method Universe by Kris Ripper.

That universe is just... all the comforting tropes. ALL OF THEM. In the tradition of good fanfic writers everywhere, it also made me enjoy kinks I don't usually enjoy in fiction. Although part of the reason I liked it is that it doesn't push any of my humiliation-squick buttons too hard. These books are very "everyone is a consenting adult and everything is really well negotiated" kind of poly kink romance.

The only warning I'd give about these books is that... I am in no way an expert on this, but to my outsider eyes it seemed like they handled race in ways that were a little weird. Like the author was clearly Trying, and there are books and stories devoted to non-white characters, but it always came off to me like the author didn't really know how to write people who weren't white (in terms of cultural experience) and fell into a lot of tropes and traps that are somewhere between trite and harmful. It doesn't affect the main series so much, but the side stories were... iffy, for me, in that regard.

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